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skin by: Jane
Saturday, October 27, 2007 @ 10:15 AM

hey changed yet again! (: i'm so indecisive.

anyways this blog is screwing up too much. the new one is soo much worth posting on.



http://miss-addict.blogspot.com



Tuesday, October 23, 2007 @ 9:48 PM

hehe yay!

PE in class jerseys are super duper uber fun!!!
kahul and rashing. (;

then classes were SUPER SLACK! as in we were let off early for every class! =O shocker!

then found out physics got tampered with.
DRAMA.
DRAMA.
CLEANUP!
went home.
tuition.
DRAMA.
DRAMA.
end tuition.

hehe fun arrives! I LOVE MY FRIENDS! <33

i hate lizards hiding beneath our class billboards. >.<

and teachers are nosey! tsk tsk! =P



Sunday, October 21, 2007 @ 8:33 PM

BLUE IS LOVE
1. Do you like someone? mmhmm! (;
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? maybe not. nothing is THAT simple you know.
3. Have you ever loved someone so much it hurt? hehe nope! thats why I'm happy!

RED IS ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone? nope, not yet.
2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? parents. can't tell which nowadays.
3. Have you ever thrown something at someone? countless of times.
4. Is someone mad at you? maybe. but i dont give a damn about him/her.

YELLOW IS SELF-DISCOVERY
1. Name? Lornie/Pornie/Horny/Forny/Lorna...
2. What is you career plan for the future? conservationist! of endangered animals. (:
3. What is your main goal in life? to get myself in check.
4. Do you want to have children? yeaps! hehe bundles of 30% joy and 70% pure HORROR!

ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT
1. Has Anyone Thrown A Surprise Party For you? No! :( hint?
2. If you won a million dollars , what would be your first thought? OMFG! I won?!
3. If you could have anything in the world, what would it be? ME ME ME ME ME! (: and maybe a little dance parties here and there... (;

GREEN IS OPINION
1. Lower The Drinking Age? YES. FEEL LIKE DRINKING!
2. Abortion? Maybe. Dunno.
3. War? I have no idea on that.
4. Global Warming? HATE IT! Its so freaking-hot!

PURPLE IS Q AND A
1. How many beds did you lie on today? hmm, lets see... 1?
2. What colour shirt Are you wearing now? BlueBlack.
3. Name one thing You Can Do Daily? Breathe.
4. Is Tom your friend? Nyah.
5. What website do you visit the most? my blog!
6. Do you have plants in your life? yeah! loads! hehe.
7. Does any part of your body hurt now? my arm. because played badminton.
8. Do you own a camera phone? yes!

PINK IS LAST(so not!)
1. Last Movie You Watched in Cinema? Balls of Fury. <33
2. Last Song you listened to? Erm, You Are The Music in Me (reprise).
3. Last Person You Spoke to On Phone? Hussy! Horny people. ugh! ^o^

GREY IS TODAY
1. What are you doing tonight? sleeping!
2. What are you going to eat? chocolate!
3. Where are you going to be at 2 am? pigging!



Saturday, October 20, 2007 @ 7:58 PM

hehe! love love you! <33 it's like so hard to be honest when you want to and so hard to be not.

currently watching the whole HP series yet again! memoirs are so, for lack of a better term, nice. hehe. Tom Marvolo Riddle is HOT! his eyes are like so piercing!

also can't wait for the end of the examination period!!! like seriously. (: hmm got loads of stuff that I can't wait to happen. plus, haven't planned it yet. =O ok, putting that on my errands list. oh yeah, must save up! firstly to repay all of my debts and also need to save if I ever want my hols to be wonderful. hopefully they can find the track "YMCA" for the arts fest disco! that is like my sole wish for now. ahaha!

oh yeah, ster yee~ said my matrices test did well! hehe happy! since I haven't been doing well for the module. =( hope trigo can get an A too. (: and so happy that most of the modules are over. like FPS and trigo and CCA. IS project is also over! that just leaves physics project presentation. which is on wednesday. wootz! and then exams start. =( haha. well, suddenly feel like I'm so used to mugging for stuff like history. and plus, no more bio! and no physics exam. AH I FEEL FREE!!!

hmm, maybe I should get another few blogs. feeling ecstatic! maybe a livejournal, xanga one. and maybe should get a facebook account and update friendster. <33


;27 days to end of 201. =(



Friday, October 19, 2007 @ 9:41 PM

ok yesterday was fun!

class bonding is nice! <33

today was fun!

being a spy is nice!

gavel spotlight is also nice! <33

<33 12829150815


sorry if this post is short. maybe if I have more time I'll post more!



Wednesday, October 17, 2007 @ 10:57 PM

today was evvvviiiilll! MWAHAHAHA!!! (;

all started out with me apologizing for something I cancelled and didn't bother to show up because I was being petty. and that stupid person decided to put loads of spaces in the msg. not only wasting loads of space but it also made me super angry! i mean I knew he would never say such a thing but the gang was sooo persuading!

hmm. then his phone went into some kind of auto-off and that cost him! thought he dao-ed me for like 2.5 hours?! then slowly my rage was building up. (: then after he FINALLY replied, he asked me to scroll down!!! =.- ok. that was the end for him. but beggining of my evil plan! MWAHAHA!

lets just say he ended up pleading me. (; today was fun fun fun fun fun fun! well except for the stupid research congress thingy. and at least the buffet was available to the students. hmm. ended up reaching home late cause parents late and was being tired and lazy as usual. hehe. short post for a short day!

love love! <33 and yeah, forgive you!



Tuesday, October 16, 2007 @ 9:23 PM

hehe just something that kept me entertained for a while. (:

Click to view my Personality Profile page

heh. i know it's a little squished but couldn't help it.

chiao for now!



Monday, October 15, 2007 @ 10:56 PM

1. How's your heart lately?
it's being petty and selfish. ):

2 . When was the last time you went
out?
yesterday. (: vibe <3

3. What was the last movie you saw?
Balls of Fury. <33!

4 . The last place you went?
vibe! <3

5. Miss someone?
mmhmm. loads.

6. What made you laugh today?
my family. (:

7. Are you scared to fall in love?
haha stupid question. ;D

8 . When was the last time you drank?
like june?! wanna drink!

9. Ever thought you were in love?
another atupid question! xD

10. Did you dream last night?
nyah. now rarely dream.

11 . What were you doing this morning at 7 am?
answering an sms.
[30 secs later]
ZzZzZz...

12. What were you doing this morning at 10 am?
playing Oblivion! <3

13. What were you doing this afternoon at 12 p.m.?
handing Oblivion over to my sis.

14. Name a place you want to visit:
France!

15. How many piercings do you have?
2.

16 . Do you have a tattoo?
nyah. plan to get one on my 18th bday though. (:

17 . What was the last thing you drank?
iced milo!

18. Last text message received.?
by 28!

19. Do you have a nick name?
lornie. laundry. lingirie. (like i said, dont ask)

20. Things you need to do everyday?
mssg. laugh. projects!

21 . Are you a type of person who easily gets hurt?
you could say so. thats why i'm petty.

22. The last two people who called you?
forgot. daddy and myself. (was trying to find my phone!)

23. The last person who sent you a message?
28! <3

24. Anything happen yesterday?
became $331++ poorer. ):

25. What color is your underwear/panties?
(: not telling.

26. Do you ever lie about your age?
maybe! if i want to get a child fee. xD

2 7. How many things in your past do you regret?
none! love myself and everything else I do.

2 8. Do you have a best friend? list at least 3!
lingirie!
hussy!
wifey!

29. What do you want to be when you grow up?
conservationist! endangered animals.

30. Who was the last person you hugged?
hussy! (:

31. Have you ever had your heart broken?
hehe yeaps.

32. Whos the last person you called?
28! didn't answer though. X.x

33. Do you like your life?
everyday i think of it.

34. When was the last time you kissed
class bbq. dont ask. (eww!)

35. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
mmhmm. unfortunately too naive at that age.

36 . Did you forgive them?
only after a long long time.

37. Would you ever join the military?
NOPE! ahaha.

38. Do you regret the last person you kissed?
YES! well technically, it wasn't a kiss.

39 . Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
YES! and enjoyed it too. ;)

40. What is your biggest fear?
dying. oO

41. What are your plans tonight?
do matrices assignment.

42. Do you planned to have a bbq after your exam?
YES! class chalet! more ppl please!



@ 8:59 PM

haha screwed! LOST MY MSN PASS!

ok here's the thing, i went up. couldn't get in. started thinking of a certain "kind soul" named kenrick but went ahead with the Forgot Password thing. now my MSN is screwed cause can't remeber which alternate email i put for it when I created this damned account 3 yrs ago. what was 130 contacts (little to begin with) is only 71. and everyone is going broke cause of our expenditure on gourmet meals. :O


SATURDAY!

dont really remember much about the whole day. but do remember the extravagant dinner we had at MoA. which officially means Mondern Asia. its real nice! (: really classy touch to it. located at clarke quay. took sometime to find it though. because the REAL resteraunt was actually named Tsubaki. but in fact, MoA was like tsubaki+some other 2 res. SUPER DUPER UBER NICE! the price was that too. ;D

looked like this. and you'll get why i said that. had only 2 set course meals. if we went ala carte, it would have cost us much more. the two sets we ordered were the seasoned sets. namely summer and autumn. PLUS; OTARO! it was heavenly. ah! no main course though. only one bowl of the most divine ramen ever! seriously, i am drooling by the thought of it. there was onyl sashimi. but who's complaining? hehee. me and sis got like bottled Fiji water a.k.a. mineral water for $8/litre. mum and dad got ginger ale for $5/glass. hehe, thrifty me! (: lasted us throught the whole dinner and mum and dad were like sharing from us because their glasses were somewhat small. little taller than shot glasses if you ask me. but it was nice the ale.

total bill: $193. with GST+sevice charge.


SUNDAY!

likewise, didn't remember much until dinner time. went to this resteraunt called vibe at hotel negara. another top notch place but this time it was buffet style. mum wanted to try the brazillian churrasco there for years! this time when we finally had bigger appetites they decided to bring us along. first time dining churrasco style. quite fun! xD basically for those of you that dont know, its where the chef comes down with a skewer and large portion of meat and asks you if you want some. if you do, he'll slice a piece of it onto your plate and tada! your meal. (: firstly the buffet was yet again japanese! ahaha. shall have to stop eating fish for a month now! starters was seafood soup. and oh we had a free iced green tea. those reals ones! with tea leaves too! tried tea leaf reading but to no avail. xD back to the buffet. finished our soup and went to get some ramen and sashimi. ate maybe a little too much before the main course was served. the first one was considerably light. pork sausage with chicken sausage wrapped in bacon. each one of us had it. then he arrived with another dish. should been the beef. took one. and the next was lamb. and the another beef. xD missed out on quite a few dishes because could barely swallow those we had already on our plates! (: my dad only missed one. some of it were just HEAVEN! others were like paper. maybe because i let them sit and cool thats why they became so tough.

then had those unusual stuff like pineapple roasted with cinnamon. then there was this asian chef which totally passed us and he had the seafood platter! then everyone was like "WAIT!!! WE WANT THOSE PRAWNS!!!" xD! was a sight to see. then cleared our plates cause we thought the main course was over. started to take desserts and stuff to the table. then the chef came back with a second fresh batch of new meats and he was like "max! where are their plates?" in that cute brazillian accent. and we were like uh oh. anyway, we went for seconds and almost thirds. almost couldn't tell when to stop. it seemed like it needed time to sink into our stomaches. and when it did they would serve us another piping hot dish which would leave us asking for more. smart-asses! (: finsihed off the day and went home!

total price: $79++ for adults, $49++ for children. $331++ for enitre family.


now like no more restaraunts for a year?! haha. and on the sunday we even went to put down the $1000 deposit for our HK+Sheng Zen trip in november. how broke could we feel? xD


MONDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

LIM SIEW HWA!

a.k.a. MUMMY!


love you loads! take care of your health and may you live longer!

<33



Wednesday, October 10, 2007 @ 9:59 PM

AHHH! love this new blogskin!!! but shall stick to my current one. maybe because I'm feeling way way way way way too tired to go around changing codes and updating stuff. blah blah blah.


the hotel scene


hmm trying to find the strength after such s tiring day to blog about what happened after school. but i can guess that can wait. (: until tmr that is. if it's overdue, i might have left out some important details. ah wells. in a nutshell, went out with MRT today. paraded around the school with class jerseys before that.

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE! <3



@ 3:30 PM

haha ok in the com lab sianing around. xD poor RAM! he's getting hit with balls from like 3 different angles.

Oo! small jerlin or big gerlynn? haha thanks to the lift! and its still getting stinkier and stinkier everytime we enter. this time it smelt of CHOCOS!! + a little bit of sweat and dirt/mud. eeww. but it still made me think of chocolates. (: people beside me are being guai and doing FRENCH project. and pronouncing french words which make me feel very very envious!!! and debra's little TOUCH SCREEN mini com is SOOOO cute. i want one!!!

feel that a huge burden was entrusted to me. like $500+ worth of burden. ahaha. jessica lingerie wants hisher crushes phone. and he can't get it himself AH! i think he's short on cash. BLEH! haha. do I have the privellege of including GST charge? haha. feel richhhhh. ;D

later!
i got to spend other people's money. (:



Monday, October 08, 2007 @ 8:08 PM

is there a term for something like a quiz whore? haha. looks I'll be staying up the whole day ripping quizzes from peoples blogs. ;D same blog cheryls!

Home life
What do you do when you wake up?
groan.moan.kick that person who woke me in the ass.

Do you drink coffee?
nah! have sensitive stomach. but do enjoy a Honey Iced Latte from The Coffer Consieur every once in a while. (:

Do you clean your house?
sometimes. (: but cleaning coco is considered too. xD

If so,then what room is the easiest room to clean? if i just bathe coco, everything will be sparkling! xD

Whats the hardest room? hmm. i will never ever go cleaning the toilet.

Do you have siblings?
no. but the devil was kind enough to grant me one of his minions. Oo.

If so,how many?
ONE.

What are their names?
Tiffany.

Do you like your siblings?
mmhmm! *fake smile*

Do you get along with your parents?
not every time. :(

Do you bond with them?
yeah. enjoy it when we do.

How many pets do you have?
30+ (including individual fishes)

What kind of pets do you have?
female dog, two terrapins, fishies!

Which pet is your favorite?
the dog. (:


School life
Do you go to highschool,middle school,or college?:
High School? o.0

What is your favorite class?: BIOLOGY! <33

What do you have 6th period?:
i beg to inquire. (: but it differ everyday.

Who do you hang out with the most in school?:
hussy/rossy!

Whos locker are you next to?:
dont have a locker.

Do you have any of your friends in your classes?:
considering every I class I take is with them, yes.

Do you take the bus or do you get driven?:
driven! haha. but I can be miss independent too!

If you take the bus,where do you sit usually?:
where the aircon blows directly at me. (: or next to the window.

Are there labled groups in your school?
nope. not anything that comes to mind.

If so,what group lable is yours?: -
nil. ;D

Do you get detention often?:
i dont even think our school has a detention system.

Have you ever been in a food fight during lunch?:
nope. maybe icecream showers rarely.

Do you hate your teachers?:
nope ;D

Are you an honors student?:
no. and probably wont be.


Social life
Whats your favorite place to hang out at?:
school! so can get away from home.

Do you go to the mall often?
whenever I have the financial assistance and favourable mode of transport

Are you on the computer 24/7?:
maybe. ;D but i'm a lover of sleep.

Are you on the phone 24/7?:
like what I said earlier. phone calls love. phone bills hate.

Do you go to parties often?:
hehe. nope!

What are your hobbies?:
laughing. photos. blogging.

Whats your favorite hobby?:
anything goes for me

Are you good at it?:
mmhmm. jack of all trades. ;D

Do you listen to music often?
most of the time.

Do you have AIM?:
No

If so,whats ur sn?:
no

Do you gossip?:
no gossip=no girls=no people.

Do you care more about your social life more than you do about school?:
those two are closely intertwined. =D

Do you moslty socialize with your friends?:
yeah. maybe.


Friendship life

Who is your best friend? hussy!

Which friend calls you the most? ahhemm.

Which friend IMs you the most?: ahhemm. or hussy!

Which friend understand you the most out of all ur friends? still hussy.

Which friend is funniest? still hussy. AHAHA! ;D

Which friend is quiet? wifey. told ya she wasn't evil.

Which friend has a temper?: roslyn. oops! better start running.

Which friend is the girliest?: haha me! but xinyi would come in 2nd place.

Which friend cheers you up the most?: ahhemm. or hussy!

Which friend has the lowest self-esteem?: i have no clue!

Which friend is honest?: honestly brutal? roslyn.

Which friend holds a grudge for a while?: roslyn. or hussy.

Which friend is flirty?: *coughs* people around/in my table

Which friend is the loudest?: obviously my hussy!

Love life

Do you have a bf/gf?: Yes.

If so,whats their name?: laundry/lingirie. hussy!

If not,are you crushin?: haha. RAM! ^^

Do you believe in love?: maybe!

Do you believe in love at first sight: not really. no such thing.

Do you fall for ppl because of their looks?: once. but that was a thing of my distant distant past.

Do you hook up with ppl on the internet?: ewww. no way.

How many bfs/gfs have you had in your entire life?: 3.5! ;D

Have you ever had your heart broken?: nope. if not all those people wouldn't be existing right now.

Have you broken a heart?: nope! fresh as normal.

Have you been cheated on?: yes! but only with my hussy! and thats only HER privillege.

Have you cheated?: haha yeah! but only on her. that my privillege!

Do you think sex matters more?: first comes love, then comes marriage. the other part is here comes ____ with the baby carriage. that should be replaced by having sex.

Have you ever made out?: no. look up if you missed my point.


Image life

What color is your hair?: black! with a touch of natural brown!

What color are your eyes?: brown! not hazel.

What kind of clothes do you wear?: those made in factories.

Do you wear make-up?: nope.

Are you punk?: no.

Are you preppy?: nope.

Are you gangster?: nope. ahhemm.

Are you goth?: never ever wearing black eyeliner!

Are you a jock?: no way.

Are you a nerd?: totally! e=mc^2 ...

Are a head banger?: used to. still do. just this time, on walls.

Whats your nationality?: Singaporean

Do you have small or big eyes?: big. as compared to others.

Are you a girl or a boy?: *looks in shorts* definite in-between.


Personality life

Do you think your nice?: Nice only to people I like.

Do you have a bad temper?: yes.

Are you helpful?: no way. well, only to animals.

Are you depressed offten?: yes/no/maybe.

Do you have attitude?: what kind of an attitude is that?!

Do you get along with alot of people?: nyah.

Do you hate alot of people?: maybe. nope. never.

Are you flirty?: no guts.

Do you have an ego?: BIGGEST!

Do you pick on people you don't know?: haha. but usually in secret. (:

Would take a bullet for the people you love?: nyah. value me over anybody else. sorry!



@ 7:21 PM

gawd I have like all of the world's overdue homework piled up on me. DIE!
[wo dui bu qi le ren]! =(

congrats to everyone that made their speeches today! not including that sexist/chauvinist. which means; GENEVIEVE/WIFEY/HUSSY! xD who is now also being referred to by other people "MY hussy". ;D and annabeth it was being a little over-drama in the class. but i agree that the class guys are way too immature and sometimes should learn to STFU. reminds moi of john cena. HHH! <33 which leads me to my on/off addiction to Elder Scrolls IV Oblivion. sometimes I think its much nicer to play than World of Warcraft. Oo! i should listen to myself talk sometimes. SHEESH!

all the best to
-YR 1s for their MA1104 Solutions of Equations + Simultaneous Equations exam
-YR 2s for their MA2104 Trigonometry exam


ripping quizzes from blogs are fun. thankies to cheryl chong! =)

[[Your friends...]]
1. Yi Chian
2. Roslyn
3. Xinyi
4. Annabeth
5. Dayna
6. Jiayi
7. Yue Qi
8. Kar Yee

where would you be without number 1 (Hussy):
out of nush. haha. quit the school already!

Has number 8 come over to your house (karyee):
nope! but i intend to invite her over one day!

Have you hugged number 5 (dayna):
many time! hehe. xOxOxO.

What do you really think about number 3 (xinyi):
crazy, way too soft, NOT EVIL!!!

Does number 7 go to school with you (yueqi):
no. she goes to an alternate universes school.

Do you miss number 6 right now (jiayi):
hehe my [qin di]! no way! maybe! AWW!

Nicest: my HUSSY! or maybe ROSSIE! or maybe WIFEY!
Oo!

Most serious: annabeth. can die. ah!

Tallest: either wifey or kar yee. haven't measured yet. good idea. xD

One that makes you laugh the most: ditto. from nicest question that is.

One that makes you cry the most: ditto. from nicest question that is.

One that you get along with best: hehe. all my goos brothers! <3

One that you fight wit the most: either my hussy or [qin di].

Most talkative: HUSSY! duh!!!

Most quiet: karyee! speak up woman!

One that lives closest to you: wifey! ;D

One that lives farthest away from you: everyone else!


[[Who...]]
Was the last person who said hi to you: andre.
Was the last person who told you that he/she loved u? xS
Last person who told you that they hated you? [qin di]!
Last person who said that they wanted to be like you? hmm, who wants to be short+fat+fugly?! hussy!!! xD
Last person to call you: mummy! *loves*
Last person who you hung out with: xinyi/wifey!
Last person u sat close with: ros!

Q1. who sits next to you? annabeth(right), ros(left)
Q2. who's in front of you?- xinyi/wifey!
Q3. who's on your left?- roslyn/stvdent covncil
Q4. who's on your right?-annabeth/medieval torturer!
Q5. who are your best friends within the class? hussy! rossy!
Q6. who's the sporting girl in yourclass?- Oo. hussy? or genevieve?!
Q7. who's the sporting guy in yourclass?- the three EX-shorties! xD
Q8. most shy?- SHY?! IN MY CLASS?!
Q9. cutest guy?- RCKS! xD or maybe RAM=my crush!
Q10. cutest girl?- ROSSY! (bleh! she's going to kill me for using that!)
Q11. prettiest?- GENEVIEVE! ahaha. ;D
Q12. most annoying?- its either tony/yeowch/any other sexist!
Q13. funniest?- yuanwei! xD both in chinese and everywhere else.
Q14. your favourite teacher?- Oo. can I skip that question?
Q15. favourite subject?- BIOLOGY! ahaha. sadist! waiting for the sheeps heart next. ;D
Q16. who's your class president? elected=chris/xinyi unelected=the QUEEN BEE!
Q17. who's the vice president? the teachers. bwahaha. =P
Q18. your class is..?- noisy. atrocious. smelly. everything YOU'RE NOT!
Q19. do you love your class? well you could say I'm on a very high fence.
Q20. do you have a crush on someone in your class? =$
Q21. if you were in some other class,which will you pick?- 101! ah, the juniors are *cukoo*

well, thats it for today! thanks for the lozenges too doc! ;D bleh. failing sick. =( now got running nose. haha. more drugs?! no thankQ! ;D



Sunday, October 07, 2007 @ 8:03 PM

anyway, not to put a damper on your spirit with that last post here's a song from Lilian Garcia! she's the ring announcer from Raw, WWE. and now she's also pursuing a career in singing. and WTFing Hell is she good!! Quiero Vivir is her latest single. and well her album isn't out yet but I still want to get it! *hint hint* ;D she sings in spanish as if she was meant to do it! i think she had spanish lessons or something when she was young. ah! love love. love angel too! haha go check it out here.

Lilian Garcia; Queiro Vivir

they dont have her video or single out yet so just get a listen from here.

Lyrics (in spanish and english):

For those of you who don't speak Spanish, I wanted you to get a feel of the song, "¡Quiero Vivir!," and know what I am singing about. Basically, this is a song about leaving past troubles behind and moving forward with sheer determination!! Here is a literal translation of the song. In no way will it rhyme or fit the music, but I do hope this helps you connect to the song!

-Lilian Garcia.


Verse 1
No comprendo
Este mundo
Tantas reglas
Amargan el sabor
Esta vida
El trabajo
Nada cambia
Incluyendo nuestro amor
(Por fin lo veo)
Ya estoy harta
Quiero mas, mucho mas

Verse 1
I don't understand this world.
There are so many rules, that it
puts a damper on living!
This life and work...it never changes!!
Including our love life.
(Finally I see it)
Well, I''m fed up!
I want more...so much more!!!!

Coro
Ahora grito
Yo siento
Toda esta pasion en mi
Estoy lista
Preparada para el cambio en si
No me asusto
Ya de nada
Nunca mirare atras
Adios a mi pesar
Quiero vivir!

Chorus
As I scream, I feel this unbelievable passion inside of me!
I am ready and prepared for the changes that must take place!!
I'm not scared of anything and I will never look back again!
Goodbye to my old past.......
I want to live!!

Verse 2
Por años
Me mandaban
Complacia
No notaron mi valor
No queria
Causar ninqun dolor
(A yegado mi tiempo)
Mover agues
Ni queria
Ya estoy harta
Quiero mas, mucho mas

Verse 2
For years, I got pushed around.
I would comply but they never valued me.
I didn't want to stir the waters.
And I didn't want to cause any pain.
(But my time has finally come!!)
Cause I'm fed up!!
I want more, so much more!!!

Coro
Ahora grito
Yo siento
Toda esta pasion en mi
Estoy lista
Preparada para el cambio en si
No me asusto
Ya de nada
Nunca mirare atras
Adios a mi pesar
Quiero vivir!

Chorus
As I scream, I feel this unbelievable passion inside of me!
I am ready and prepared for the changes that must take place!!
I'm not scared of anything and I will never look back again!
Goodbye to my old past.......
I want to live!!

Puente
Ya estoy harta
Dame mas, mucho mas

Bridge
I'm fed up!!
Give me more.....much more!!

Coro
Ahora grito
Yo siento
Toda esta pasion en mi
Estoy lista
Preparada para el cambio en si
No me asusto
Ya de nada
Nunca mirare atras
Adios a mi pesar
Quiero vivir!

Chorus
As I scream, I feel this unbelievable passion inside of me!
I am ready and prepared for the changes that must take place!!
I'm not scared of anything and I will never look back again!
Goodbye to my old past.......
I want to live!!



@ 6:49 PM

yay! just lost my voice. like permanently. >.< haha. feel like miley in her season premiere of Hannah Montana Season 2.

my dad's being such an asshole these days. it's like what ever I say or do or ANYTHING, he'll take it personally and well, it's just ugly. where did my old daddy go? you know the one where used ot comfort me in times of need. help me with everything. the dad that used to call me daddy's little girl? *well until my sis came along* now he's gone.

>.< he should really get over that problem he has and start apologising. not only to me but to my sis too. i think he's only trying to not show this in front of my mum cause her birthdays coming up soon and he doesn't want to anger her. BLEH!!!! plus he treats his own daughters like trash and his beloved computer is ranked higher than us. my sis wanted help with her science and just because my mum wasn't in she asked him and he was like "dont bother me lah! i'm playing ok?!" yeah well you play everynight and every single chance you get so would it kill you to take sometime to help your daughter? and the other time I was in there, I was sort of fooling around with the cover of his computer. the one that flaps around and he was like "bored go do something else can? my computer isn't your toy or anything ok?!" ARGH!!! yeah and only he gets to touch his precious. if i want to play, he'll be like reluctantly giving it up and he be like cursing and cursing at me. neither does my sis get to play either. and yet when he bought it, he was like "its for the whole family, so no snatching or anything like that." and now its like totally different. you've changed dad. and better change back. if not i fear the worst may come. =x

feel lonely. where's my pillar of strength?



Saturday, October 06, 2007 @ 9:44 PM

hehee. new favourite video! like I LOVE TIMBALAND/TIMBERLAKE/FURTADO!

that trio make the best songs ever!!!
especially love DO IT. and THE WAY I R. and LOVESTONED.

ah wells, a VMA classic! <33

Nelly Furtado + Timbaland + Justin Timberlake
VMAs 2007 Finale.



@ 8:46 PM

hehee! reading blogs are really... really... really... interesting. ;D

love my pillar of strength! its so strong even when it's at it's weakest. and no one can tear it down. seriously! <33

turns out I feel my blog is soooo boring. ah wells, shall TRY to make it more interesting without revealing stuffs. xD well at least not stuff that I can't reveal. but today no secrets to spread! so maybe just going to post new vid. LOVE THIS SONG!!! haha. thank MTV! it's been there for quite long already. just that I was too lazy to post the video on my blog. NOW i feel hyper! so shall post it. ;D memorised the lyrics already! can sing it. but may have to miss some phrases. xD sorry amateur here!

Ashley Tisdale; He said She said.




Friday, October 05, 2007 @ 8:17 PM

ahaha! fridays rock my world! ;D

ok since today is like so... boring.

handed in english file.
handed in reflection.
cheered for our new stvdent covncilor.
went for mentoring.
read my "myths and legends" book.
went for break.
spent 1.60 on chips.
got fed up with people being poseurs.
SC and wifey went up for art.
watched "remember the titans" with laopo.
nanabet came in.
sms-ed.
cried.
went out to eat tom yam.
went back into library to cool down.
went to class for TOD.
but it never happened.
read my book.
wondered where the artistic side of the gang had disappeared to.
found them in the toilet.
went up to read more.
others went down.
start of cca.
blah blah blah...

yeaps, basically that was how my day progressed. IN DETAILS! so basically it was damn damn damn boring until CCA. basically got away from speaking for like 2.5 months and I finally broke that record today. actually wanted to go after yi chen's impromtu but in the end gan shun cut it short. then we played pass the envelope. it's real reason, for reasons that even the creator of the game doesn't know. ANYWAYS, i got all the way until the last 5 by sheer skill cause just threw the book at poor janell. unfortunately, i didn't throw it fast enough. so in the end I got caught unexpectedly with the topic "creeper, sleeper". LC meant to KILL! got through it with the most lamest storyline. creeper was meant to be your worst nightmare. which meant that i have a phobia of creepy crawlies, which I dont. then when we finally overcome our fears, we are able to squish them into a pulp and we come out a new manperson with more confidence. =.-! another was "how to cook with ice" and "5 pillars of strength, 5 pits of ruin". could have answered those. too bad it wasn't my turn. ah wells. then after my turn, gan shun decided to call it quits. so that meant i was SOOO close to NOT breaking my record. besides, I get to torture everyone next week cause I'm TTM. heheheee. table topics mistress, that is. (: get well soon from your hotness soon kayes 28? yay! going to finish my book in three days. bleh! but nana finished it in like what, 3 hours?!

everything has a pretty and ugly side to it.

EXAMPLE!
phone calls are pretty.
phone bills are not.


CONGRATS TO ALL
NEWLY APPOINTED
STVDENT COVNCILERS!



ESPECIALLY ROSLYN ANG!


and no there is nothing wrong with my spelling. ;D


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love her, hate her. now she becomes another BRITNEY?! uuughhh. makes me wanna puke. calling to all fellow avril band aids, HELP OUR AVRIL!



obviously PEREZ HILTON is my new sanctuary!



Tuesday, October 02, 2007 @ 6:43 PM

Yay! Nothing that I can post about these days. And no, dont believe what YW tells you on what happened on the 29th. ;D poor tigger. and machine are EVIL!!!

yay! love my mummy and daddy! ah love them cause they get me outta situations I dont like all the time.

ok back to the post. sorry guys if I haven't been posting lately. refer to my first sentence. and underline the the first "can" you see and read it with an accent. I know it's complicated but once you carry it out you can see why. (: thanks for the paracetemol 28 <33. lily beach! *ahhem* i know what my brothers on xmas island are thinking. especially my roomie. ;D anyways, i'm getting used to exposure. like my grand advisor #1 said; "after awhile, it will come naturally. and it isn't as bad as you might think it is." hope the other party feels that way too. if not, i pray hard that I will see you again tmr in school.

reading blogs as usual. forgot to update my links though. and the juniors are FUN!!!
<3 daughter, qin di, wei tieng, kar yee, dayna!! you guys always make my day!
and also <3 my grand advisors #1, #2, #3!!! you always help me out when i'm in trouble of making decisions.


ok actually there was like a very nice bit of post here. but decided not to post it up any more. save me the trouble cause i'm way too lazy. (: nights yall!