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Friday, May 25, 2007 @ 2:06 PM
GAH! Some people are right. And some people just dont understand. And people really have some serious attitude problem. I think you know who you are. And its not like I'm blaming him but I think he should move on. and who says I'm asking him to stay away. then ask yourself how he is treating me. as if I'm not thinking. he is like so damn childish to me. and yeah I've been in his situation before. but then its not like i'm so clingy and didn't move on. and yeah, I have those moments that I think i'm acting like him and frankly its just scary. but I'm not doing that anymore and he needs to learn how to adapt. and yeah I still agree with that guys pm. and maybe you haven't realised, but I'm much more than that. and though I'm being mean, he needs to live up to reality whether he likes it or not. its not like i can mend anything right? and those were my choices. so what? and even if he can't move on, he better jolly well act like it cause I can still sense it. and frankly, I dont give a shit. your only on his side cause he tells you stuff. and you dont want me to know those stuff. so yeah. i'm acting on my own judgement and what I know until now. so you better spare a thought for me and how i feel. you think this is all just happening and I dont give a damn right? well, i used to give a damn, but now, i'm as free as a bird. and i let go. and he seriously bugs me. if i dont wanna tell him, then I dont wanna tell him. its not like I go around telling the world and I dont want to tell him. and yeah. i'm a bitch. but this is the real world and you have to live up to it. and its not like you get to defend him forever. and one day, the same thing will happen to him again but only next time, he will have no where to turn to. you are giving him only confidence and a pillar to lean on. next time, the pillar will be gone and he will still fall down. so might as well do him a favour and stop all of this nonsense right now. and frankly, I regret telling you all this stuff. *this content is only directed at some people and the conversation that we had. this is not a generalized issue and the people involved should know who they are. * |